Land. Lord!
Saturday, November 13, 2010

I bought an appartment 1,5 year ago and my intentions were to stay and live there, on my own for a few years. Little did I know that I would get pregnant in two shakes and be living together with J in a blink of an eye. So I put an ad on the internet, had 40 people expressing their interest and I had 6 people coming in this morning but had one no-show and one who had to work but called and let me know that she wanted to rent it without seeing it. Nigga whut?

There was this nice young, normal looking couple, the guy had studied Communication just like I did and the girl worked for the government. There was another younger couple that were still in school, girl at the art academy and the boy... I can't remember. Then some weird-looking older dude. And two girl students who were a bit redneck.

I think I'll go with the first couple. They seemed really nice and for some reason if someone has studied the same thing as I have I kinda dig them even if I don't really know them. So, if all goes well I will have tenants in a few weeks and more cash coming in that I can spend on my baby!


Our little family
Saturday, November 6, 2010

Hello my little girl,

I just wanted to tell you how much love there is in my heart for the family that we're about to have. Your Dad and I may not know eachother that long or all too well but whenever I think of him I feel so happy to have met him. When I come home and open the door and hear or feel that he's home I smile. And when I'm already home and I hear him coming in, I feel so good.

I really love him and we both really love you and I feel like there has never been a child that's more welcome than you are. You already are the light of our lives and I cannot wait to meet you. I feel you kicking and moving around all the time, every day I can see your arms and legs poking me and it's just magical!

So, we still have 3 months to go. I will eat well, get enough rest and chill out so all you have to do is hang in there, grow and exercise those muscles:-) See you in a little while, my little baby girl. I love you. I love you.

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The lonely killer whale
Tuesday, November 2, 2010

J wants to go skiing in December. 14th till 19th. I don't know, the baby 's due January 24th and I keep reading stuff about babies being born in week 26 and stuff and I'm already 28 weeks along. I know if I really give it the ixnay he won't go but I don't want to be spoiling his fun. I also know he deserves it, he has worked so hard on the beach and has quite a few shitty things going on. But hey, he has a dream gf right now so that should make everything right, right? Just kidding.

I called in sick this Monday. I don't feel so well, my tummy keeps getting hard and painful. Maybe I'll call the midwife tomorrow, just to hear it's nothing and I should just mellow the fuck out.

My Mom and I are still not on speaking terms and I hate it but I know it's better for me this way. It caused way too much stress and it's not good for the baby.

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This is me. 32-year old, mother of 1 and living in Europe. Going through life with one hell of a man, lots of love for my family and a pretty tight circle of mismatched friends. Very self-confident even though I don't know what the fuck I'm doing! (more)