My heart's fucked up
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
B and I have broken up for the 100th time but it feels different now. All the other times I thought, we're just mad (mostly me), it'll blow over in a week or so. We'll talk about things and we'll kiss and make up. But now it's different. Maybe it's because I was always mad at him for some stunt he pulled and now I was the one doing the pullin'. And we're not mad anymore, we talk and email and text but it's just not the same and I feel a hole burning in my stomach that I've never felt before. I can't remember feeling so alone!
My apartment's a mess but I cannot get myself to clean the goddamn place up. I wonder how long this will take? I wonder if us keeping in touch makes it all the more difficult to get over us?
I have my friends, I can always call them and stuff but every time we talk it's not satisfying. Because it's not him.
Labels: Aaaaah, homeboys 'n homegirls, Me and my boyfriend
• Posted by: Catlin
• Posted At: 12:45 PM
Michele had this to say:
I hope things are better now?
- February 11, 2010 at 6:22 PM
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