Eating, drinking, reading, laughing
Thursday, August 21, 2008

It's 23:42, I haven't packed yet and Conrad is picking me up at 3:00. So I'd better get a fuckin' move on!! We had drinks after work today because my favourite co-worker is leaving the firm.

B and I had dinner at my brother's place, and I won't be seeing my dear ole Dad for the next 6 months. He'll be back in February.

Hope y'all have a good end of the summer. We're off to Greece!!

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Why don't I do something
Tuesday, August 19, 2008

So, this is all so weird. B and I patched things up, as usual. We gotta stop acting like children.

But last sunday, Sandy called me to see if I wanted to go have drinks downtown. So I went, I are some sushi and we had lots of laughs about our friday-drunk-as-a-mofo-night. And then she told me.

She told me that Aaron hit her and choked her a few months ago and that they had such a crazy fight that two cop cars had come to her house. And that one time he shoved her out of a bar and she fell to the floor right next to the feet of a friend of her mom's. She begged her not to say anything to her mom.

He says he had ADHD and that he gets mad very easy because of that. Plus, if he doesn't get food when he needs it, he gets agressive because of low blood sugar. I don't know but this shit is fucked up. I don't know what to do.

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Gotta cut down on the alcohol
Sunday, August 17, 2008

Was a weird weekend. Friday we went to eat at Sandy's and Aaron's (her new bf) home. Since B is Conrad's (Sandy's ex) best friend it was a bit weird at times. Plus Aaron's a little bit paranoiac. Is that a word? He also kept bossing her around yet he didn't lift a finger himself. I hate that, if things don't go as fast as you'd like them to, go do something about it!!!

We got very very very drunk. It wasn't a pretty sight. B and I got into an argument and he slept on the couch. I think he's overreacting. In the end I puked two times. Ugh.
Sandy texted me that Aaron told her she'd made a fool of herself. I have only one thing to say: "Dude, STFU!".

And yesterday, with the hangover from hell, I had to meet my nephew in another city, we ate lots of sushi and shopped a bit. Today B and I spoke on the phone for two hours and ugh again. It's alright now but I'm still a bit sad. How in the hell are we going to buy a house together if we fight like cats and dogs every other weekend? I don't know if I want to buy a house with someone with whom I have such a love-hate relationship with. And we're going on vacation this friday.

I'm sorry for being such a drama queen.

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Life's good
Thursday, August 14, 2008

The afternoon with my mom went quite alright. Some things have changed but that's just the way things go, alas, even with people you love. I have been seeing my Dad a lot, he'll be flying away again when B and I are in Greece, so I've been hanging out at my brother's house (where my Dad's staying) a lot these past few weeks.

I'm soooo ready to go on vacation! B and I have made an appointment with a mortgage consultant when we get back so this is an exciting time for us. But first, sit back, relax and drink some cocktails!! In Greece! We've been there twice and the people there are just so fucking friendly. I love it. We're gonna see a bunch of museums, walk around and soak up the sun. It has not been a great summer out here, I wore boots and socks yesterday. The horror.

Yesterday I had dinner at B's place. He works for himself and July and August are two very slow months. So he has lots of time off, he works here and there, in a restaurant of Chuck, my friend or he does acting jobs. He had to shoot two commercials last week, one for tooth paste and airplanes; he was a pilot...nigga whut?!
But anyways, he has loads of free time and yesterday, he picked me up, made dinner and rubbed my feet. God, some days I really do wonder why I bash him so much. And other days I know EXACTLY what I mean!;-)

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Me and my momma
Saturday, August 9, 2008

I had a quarrel with my mom, a few weeks ago and it basically meant that she wanted me out of my house. She wanted to break up with her boyfriend (with whom she lives) and live in my house. So, I really didn't like the thought of leaving but if your mom wants you out, it doesn't really feel good to stay. So I looked around for houses, went to look at one that was seriously over budget and didn't find anything suitable. I kept her posted on my desperately seeking house adventure.

In the end, she told me I could stay for as long as I wanted and that she was sorry for overreacting and she blamed it all on menopause. ?!?!


Well, I turned 27 last week and today we're going shopping, my mom and I. It's the first time I'm gonna see her. It's weird.


This is me. 32-year old, mother of 1 and living in Europe. Going through life with one hell of a man, lots of love for my family and a pretty tight circle of mismatched friends. Very self-confident even though I don't know what the fuck I'm doing! (more)